as for things that have imprinted upon me in a spiritual sense....
talking to creepy crawlies when I was a young girl...If I found a dead beastie...I would hold a little funeral ceremony for it and invite it's pals to come along... and sure enough when I dug a little hole and covered the wee mound in pulled up grass, lots of other little creatures would come along...i would say a prayer and wish it well on its way to beastie heaven......ahahaha perhaps the other beasties could sense a death and were just along for the free meal....but it all felt very sacred to me.....as a child I never ever felt alone....I just always felt a loving presence around me and would talk to 'god' like a mate....then I had a couple of out of body experiences as a young child between 7 and 9....and through my teens when my parents were going through a horrible break up and my older brother was wrapped up in heroin..... I used to skive school and just wonder for miles on my own in the countryside......I didn't realise it at the time, but looking back now, I think I was always in an expanded state of awareness...and being impacted/imprinted by 'higher/deeper' realties.....
My sisters and I always considered ourselves to be quite intuitive.....but when it came to the death of my brother( suicide) not one of us had an inkling anything was amiss.... seeing my brother's dead body was a hecak of a thing...I'd never seen a dead body before....and it really was just an empty shell, he wasn't in it anymore.... and i remember looking up to the ceiling and around the room to see if i could see or feel his spirit.........there was nothing!
I have since connected to him via meditation I saw his face in a sphere of golden light and he was smiling......
My brothers death was a turning point I questioned spiritual aspects much deeper...and was synchronistically led to healing....long story and I've already written my biography on here!! ahaha sorry.... but my healing experiences blew my mind.....!!!!! and after that I wanted to give to others what had been given to me.....
talking to creepy crawlies when I was a young girl...If I found a dead beastie...I would hold a little funeral ceremony for it and invite it's pals to come along... and sure enough when I dug a little hole and covered the wee mound in pulled up grass, lots of other little creatures would come along...i would say a prayer and wish it well on its way to beastie heaven......ahahaha perhaps the other beasties could sense a death and were just along for the free meal....but it all felt very sacred to me.....as a child I never ever felt alone....I just always felt a loving presence around me and would talk to 'god' like a mate....then I had a couple of out of body experiences as a young child between 7 and 9....and through my teens when my parents were going through a horrible break up and my older brother was wrapped up in heroin..... I used to skive school and just wonder for miles on my own in the countryside......I didn't realise it at the time, but looking back now, I think I was always in an expanded state of awareness...and being impacted/imprinted by 'higher/deeper' realties.....
My sisters and I always considered ourselves to be quite intuitive.....but when it came to the death of my brother( suicide) not one of us had an inkling anything was amiss.... seeing my brother's dead body was a hecak of a thing...I'd never seen a dead body before....and it really was just an empty shell, he wasn't in it anymore.... and i remember looking up to the ceiling and around the room to see if i could see or feel his spirit.........there was nothing!
I have since connected to him via meditation I saw his face in a sphere of golden light and he was smiling......
My brothers death was a turning point I questioned spiritual aspects much deeper...and was synchronistically led to healing....long story and I've already written my biography on here!! ahaha sorry.... but my healing experiences blew my mind.....!!!!! and after that I wanted to give to others what had been given to me.....




