LuvSoulJah wrote:here's my skype addy: wuppersurfer83 ...this thread will probably be moved... as it's gone too far off topic... Sorry Wayne and admin

FinShaggy wrote:Ok...So to start this off I gotta explain my experience with meditation and energy arts other than Reiki.
I have never been able to close my eyes and visualize, or meditate. It's impossible. I can do something similar to visualize. But when it gets down to deep discussion. It's different, I just "think things really hard" to almost be able to "feel" the image in my head. But i can not "see" it as most other people describe. And when I try to meditate, I wake up an hour later every time, disappointed that I fell asleep.

I have tried Hindu methods and I got nothing more from it than anything else. I did Reiki with someone who was new to it, and she and another person involved felt it. But I did not. I just have never been able to actually feel anything. And ever since I was little (14) I have smoked cannabis to counteract this problem.

(Skip this paragraph if you want. The important part with questions is next. This describes what meditation means to me)
My god is Shiva. Think about something for a second. Plants can only communicate through chemical signal (Poison=get AWAY, Flower chemicals=Come over here bees!!, THC=Stay away water!!/What's up humans??) Cannabis has been evolving in use with our brains for thousands if not millions of years. The Hindu Rig Veda is THE FIRST human writing that we have discovered and shared with the public. In this book, Shiva is revered as the deity of cannabis. And I believe "Shiva's Message" is within the chemical of the cannabis plant. And it is simply because we do not TRY that we CAN NOT hear it.


Anyways. That is always what meditation has been for me. Complete connection to one of my deities.
And i have always been hard pressed to accept things "fully" based on energy like Reiki because I can't feel them happen like everyone else.

But ok my question now...
I went to my Mom's Reiki master, and she told me some CRAZY stuff.
She told me, that the reason I have some experiences from my past (I can elaborate if asked) is because my vibration or frequency or something is at a point (and she had an exact number) where entities are trying to get to me because I can open some kind of "gate".

Now I've had experieces with "spirits" or "ghosts" or whatever you want to call it. But is it them reaching to me for this?? Can I get a better explanation of Reiki from the aspect of "Entities" "gates" and stuff?

Now she also told me about some grid that is in the sky. Now I don't see a grid in the sky. But I see little white pixels that fly through the blue unblocked parts of the sky ALL DAY. Like it is ALWAYS THERE. Is this the grid? And can I get an explanation of this?


Also, I feel as if I am a gate. Not that I can open them. Like... I feel like I will live my life. I will do what I do and accomplish everything I accomplish. And though it will seem like and "end result" to most people, I will be lost and scrambling about still in my old age to find the "key". I am but a gate. All that I plan, all that I will do will seem like accomplishments of their own. But they will be but a small preview of the glory behind the gate that will be revealed by the key. I don't know how to explain that better without being asked a question to direct me in what to further describe.


Any questions will be accepted, and any answers will be very appreciated.

FinShaggy wrote:finshaggy at yahoo we can figure it out from there, or just start a thread about the number 7 if that is an option